if CAn U-turn in life

Today it was raining heavily, i was waiting at the bus-stop,there were no taxi available at that moment.Suddenly. this scene remind me of something. Then i ask myself this weird question "If i can turn back the time,what will i do?" After asking this question, i began thinking, until what time i wan to turn back. Ermmm...i choose to turn back when i felt the happiest momment in my life which is before year 2000 and i hope this year will never occur in my life. This is because in the year 2000, my life is become miserable. why i say miserable?? This is because in that year i lost one of my beloved family member. He is my father. He is a very responsible father and he is a very fair person. I said this because altough he has 5 kids, but he treat all of us equally. Everyday he wake up more early than us and go out to buy breakfast for us altough the weather is good or bad. Nothing will stop him from doing this routine neither he was sick nor the weather is very bad. Altough he didn't say it in words that he love us very much but we can feel it from the bottom our heart. He never release his pressure in front of us.He is a quite person, all of us respect him the most.He is very strict to us. When we talk to him, he always has a serious face. Because of this, we seldom talk to him. Now, i don't have the chance to talk to him again......so i wish i can turn back the time before he pass away.... if i really has this oppoturnity, i will make use of it and talk more with him, so i can know more about him. We regreted never even once tell him how much we love and care about him when he is still around. Hope he will understand that we really love and care about him very much.